Bellaluna468
Surgery set ... nerves set in
Oct 24, 2012
I met with the surgeon today... He is a comforting man. I know I'm in good hands...now, I just have to get through it.Tonight I was surprised to get a call from the hospital... surgery set for Friday morning. I'm #1 in the lineup. I have to be there by 5:30am. My stomach has been in knots ever since.
I had to juggle plans so I can get the kids off to school, so my mom will come to the house at 5:00am to be sure to get the kids up by 6:30am and ready for school.
I don't want to wake them so early in the morning, but I don't want to miss saying goodbye either. Of course crazy things go through my head that I want to say I love them .. and hope it's not for the last time.
Of course this afternoon, I started feeling a sore throat... nasal drip... signs I'm getting a sinus infection. GREAT.. I started taking my antibiotic, but my throat is killing me. Hopefully it will be better tomrrow. I can't take when my throat is so sore.