Broke a Chair and it broke my heart

Jul 07, 2010

OK yesterday 7/6/10 was a rough day and all I wanted to do is cry when I was sitting in my rolling chair at work and rolled a little bit and chair wheel of chair broke.  It took everything I had to stop crying.  I can not believe I allow myself to get this big.  Now I have to deal with the consequences of my weight.  After I cried I got motivated more because I refuse to allow the devil called fat to stop or take control of my life.  I called my prayer warrior and had her start praying and coming into agreement with me that I will be successful, I will have no road blocks with insurance, and which ever doctor GOD feel should do my surgery will be the Dr.  To do my surgery I am not focusing on anything else.  
 
I started looking for people in my small town and people close to my area to meet with in person so I can talk to them about their journey so far I have found 3 right here in Rockmart, Ga, 1 Cedartown, and one Dallas.  I am going to support the ones that is on the road to thin learn from their experience and pray that they support me.  I called Dr. Dennis Smith office in Marietta and spoke to Dee who set me up for a Free seminar on 7/22/10 and I will start attending the WL support groups in August.  You know I am very committed to doing everything required for WLS and to maintain weight loss surgery results.

It is amazing how me breaking a chair have made me think about my life and future.

Thanks for reading in advance

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