Unfilled.....AGAIN!?

Mar 10, 2011

Went back to the office again yesterday since I have been vomiting several times a day.  One day I vomited 6 times during one meal!  Saw Jodie who I absolutely love and she was so sweet.  You could tell she wanted to have a magic cure for me.  I asked her why I was still fat even though all I do is vomit LOL  She was like oh I don't know.  She probably thinks I am a kook...that's ok, cuz I guess I am.  So anywho, she calls Dr. Streeter after I pretty much unloaded everything I feel on her...(pissed, over this band, sick of this shit, etc to name a few things I said)  He tells her to unfill my band especially since before I went to the office, I was vomiting so hard I heard a strange noise from inside my esophogus.  It scared the hell out of me!  They said if that was me slipping my band, the unfill would help drop it in place. Then he wants me to go back & see him in a month and if I still want this band out, we can discuss it then.  Jodie said there is no reason to remove it right now since it is unfilled and just sitting there.  So here I sit with a useless band and a head full of emotions.  This has been one effed up journey.......not sure how to feel right now.  Hundreds, no probably thousands of dollars spent, 2 surgeries, scopes, test after test, needle poking & prodding and yet I am no better off than I was almost 2 years ago.  How would you feel?

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