Way toooo long...

Mar 29, 2011

It has been way to long since I have come to this site. I am very disappointed and sad about that. I don't understand why I don't reach out to the one place where everyone understand what I am going through???? I have been strugging so much lately and I am not even to my one year mark yet! My weight has not been dropping like I feel it should be....Yes for a couple months I was on a downward spiral of sugar, but I finally got a hold of that and am back on track...unfortunately here comes the carbs! I seem to want them all the time, or actually to eat all the time. I do really well during the day since I pack my lunch and snacks and there really isn't anything else to eat, but then when I get home I can just keep eating. It's mainly ok stuff, but the problem is, is that I can actually eat it. I don't get the full feeling as fast as I should...My fault I know! I have even started slacking on my exercise :( I hate feeling like I'm failing! I know I am just in a bad place right now, but I can do this! I can pick myself up and do what's needed. I am not to far away from my year goal and I have a month to get there, so hard work here I come! I did start writing down my food again which really helps keep me on track. I need to remember what brought me here and make sure that I don't fall back into my old habits, I have worked to hard to go backwards. Goal this week is 3 pounds!!

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