Before Pics-saying goodbye to THAT girl

Mar 12, 2014

I haven't allowed anyone to take my picture in over 2 years...I just put on some black work-out clothes with the tightest fitting most stomach revealing tank top that I own & let my daughter take my before pics/ YEAH..SO NO I'm not posting them because I'm waiting for the AFTER girl.  My daughter seemed sad for me because the pictures are bad, but I told her "it's alright honey those are the last pictures that I'm ever going to look like that in."  I'm saying goodbye to my fat self & I'm not gonna miss her AT ALL, I've grown to despise her, not her heart but her appearance.  Another person I know that had surgery a year ago also took before pictures & keeps them posted on her make-up mirror as a reminder to never go there/get like that again.  Mine will be on my fridge & make-up table.

That was depressing, taking & looking at those pictures; but as of tomorrow that girl is gonna be gone because there is a healthy girl inside me that can't wait to be set free.

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