Something I vow to NEVER say to anyone

Oct 08, 2014

I do most of my thinkin when I'm soaking in the tub at night.  I went from hardly fitting in the tub & bathing being a chore; I wasn't dirty nasty just being honest...to now loving my baths complete with bubble bath and candles.  I could lock the door but I leave it open because the dogs come in & out to peek & see what I'm up to & sometimes my daughter & husband walk in to talk not at the same time of course but they both have never given me any privacy.  Any way what I vow to never ever say to anyone is something that was said to me more than once in the past.  I'm not to goal but looking at my rolls & some smaller parts of me while I'm in the tub gets me in a reflective state of mind.  When I was at my largest I had two people say to me "I used to be as big as you but then I..." did weight watchers or had surgery.  I will never say to anyone as long as I'm alive "I used to be as big as you>"  Lord even when I get skinny healthy please keep me humble & help me to forgive those folks that once said to me "I used to be as big as you." 

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