It's been a long while

Jan 14, 2010

Hello everyone. I know that it has been a long while since I have written on here, but things have been really busy. I am at 188lbs and in April22 of this year it will be 2years since my surgery. YEAH!!!! I have never been happier with my weight loss. I just wish I would have done this a long time ago. I am still feeling every now and then like I am still really big. I see that person every now and then when I am down and yes, the first thing I want to do is eat!! but I don't I grab either water or a granola bar or something like that. I excersie everyday for at least one hour and I eat three times a day and have maybe 2 snacks a day. I can pretty much eat anything which sometimes is not a good thing.I know when to not touch certain things. Like dognuts. I have not tasted a donut since before my surgery and I know that if I do I would not stop. I don't want to risk that. I keep a long way way from the donuts. Other then that it has been a daily thing. I think about what to eat, when to eat every day. I don't think about sneeking food anymore. I always used to do that. I eat when I have to, not when I am hungry. I don't think that I have really been hungry . I mean In my head I think I am sometimes, but I have not had hunger pain since surgery. I eat because I have to, not because I want to. I think that is so weird to me, but it is how it is now. I hope all the new people out there really read all these blogs on here and really look into what they want in a surgery and be really ready to do this if they do have the surgery. It is not a quick fix, but a tool that can fail, just like everything else, if you don't treat it with the respect that it deserves. Be sure and always know that this site is here to help you see that it is not always easy and all the things that can happen and all the things that you should know. Stay strong in what you beleive in and it will happen for you.

D    

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