How about this?

Feb 04, 2010

Life is funny. Never would I image my life would change so fast and so much. Weight has been so much apart of my life that its funny not to have it consume my every thought. I feel like i am free, Free to live life to the fullest. I go past a mirror and not get depressed anymore. Yes I have sagging arms, yes I would love to have surgery to remove it, but i must say I love me inside and out. I use to say I love me but did I really mean it? Maybe3 i did love me, but for sure I did not like me. The fat me. Yes I thought I had myself together, looking as tight as I could with all the weight on me. But now I can say i am getting myself together physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

On Feb 7Th it will be 21 months out for me, almost 2 years. I look back, had some rough times, good and bad day, ups and down, there are times when I say I would never do it again, but being really honest with myself, I would in a heartbeat. I am grateful to God for giving me the opportunity some wish they could have.

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