deerainer1
look beyond
Oct 25, 2009
Yesterday was not a good day for me emotionally. Its hard for people to realize that I am still the same person on the inside, my outside just may be a lot smaller. I met this guy I use to know a few years ago. His mouth was totally open at the new me. I wanted to scream, I am still that same person. Why when you lose weight people assume you are so different. I was beautiful then and I am beautiful now, just a little smaller. What makes them think I want to be bothered down. No second chances for you. I need someone in my life that loves me for me.Not for what I look like. Even women tend to treat you different now. O will admit my way of dressing is a little different now, but to come from 300 down to 159 would not yours change too. I love my jeans and short not to short dresses. Dresses that show off my 28 inch waist. I am not 34-27- 39 almost a brick house as the song says. But I guess I need to get use to it I hope never to go back to the way I use to look and feel. From a 26/28 to a 8 or somethings a 10 you do the math.
