Madness...

Jan 23, 2011

           So it has been a little over a month since I've been sleeved. I seem to have gone through a stall for about two weeks. I was going nuts. At one point it looked like I put on 2-6 pounds how the HELL is the possible eating only 400-800 cals a day? Therefore I stopped getting on the scale for a while and keep doing what I was doing during the 25lb lost. I got on the scale Friday and it look like I am back around 261. I know I am still new to this but is it possible for this not to work for me??? I want this to work, I need this to work and I pray for it to work for me. And if that wasn't enough for my mind to handle right now. My husband and I were talking about where I plan to be size wise. Well I really don't know where I would to be as far as size. I would  like to shop in places like Learner NY, Kenneth Cole and H&M. Well he tells me that he would like for me to get down to a size 8, that would be good for him. REALLY? That would be good for you? I love the man, but that shocked me. He has never said anything about my size/weight ever. Where did this come from? When we meet I was 245, yeah I was about 40 smaller but I was not anywhere near a size 4. I guess this is new for us all. But when will my mind stop playing tricks on me? I can't stop thinking about my current weight-loss or the lack of.

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