4/27/14 - But how?

Apr 27, 2014

My mother is always reading me the riot act about not dressing sexy enough oh how will I ever find a husband if I wont even wear kitten heels! lol. Her latest complaint was why aren't my pants tighter? Seriously. My outfit could go from cute to young and sexy if it were just a little tighter! I agreed with her only barely. I really take comfort and feel hugged when I wear really baggy tops and pants. I like to feel the fabric move against my body when I move.  Baggy clothes just feel good to me. I feel like now that I have slimmed down I haven't found my new style of dress. I feel like everything in my size is too revealing. When I wear what I believe is my size I feel like im exposed. Part of me likes to be able to not hide my body and not feel huge but another part of me wants to be perceived by more than what size my body is.

So far I have gone from an Old Navy 3X top to a Large and a Old Navy 20 bottoms to a 14. I bought a couple things and decided to pick up a large top...I held it up in front of me in the mirror and said nope too small but I will try it on to see how far Ive got to go before I could fit it....But then it fit! And I just stared and asked But HOW? I took the shirt back off and looked at it then looked at my body and I swear I don't feel my body looks as small as that blouse was???

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