Jezeebel
Busy skinny life!
Mar 18, 2015
So I have not blogged in a few months but I am doing great! I guess if I was on here more often it would be a lot more bitching lol. So just to recap...I have lost a total of 50lbs (i reached onederland back in late January) and I went from a size 16 to a size 10. I have not had any acid reflux. I vomitted once but it was totally my fault. I was not hungry but I knew I had to eat. I had some left over chicken from the night before. The moment I swallowed the last piece I knew something was not right. I ran to the bathroom and it all came right back up. I had to lay down and it took a good 30-45 minutes before I felt "ok". I learned that Stevie does not like left over food lol. People at my job still do not know. A part of me feels guilty but I still do not feel the need to share my business. I went to the Dominican Republic in January with my best friend and I was a little worried about finding food to eat. The trip went perfect. I did not get as much fluids as I should have but I survived. I am starting to forget my vitamins and calcium...All of the time! Well I would not say forget its more like I do not want to take them cause of the taste. I am tired of the chocolate calcium chews and my B12. I need to get new ones. I did not want my chewables to go to waste but at this point i just cant stand the taste. My hair is falling out in chunks and it is stressing me out. I naturally have thin hair because of my PCOS and androgenic alopecia so I am worried that my hair wont actually grow back. The crown of my head is soo thin that there is no covering it up :( I guess I will just have to wait. I want to loose another 28lbs and get to 160 and I will be fully happy. I have not been as strict with myself. If I have been I am sure I would have reached it by now but considering I had surgery 3 months and 3 days ago I feel great. My best friend tells me i am going to disappear. I think its because she got used the "fat" me for the past 3 years. She will just have to get used to the "skinny" me lol. Thats all for now. I hope everyone is great!
