Mental Hunger

May 05, 2014

I am in mental hunger hell. Everywhere I turn people are enjoying gluttonous foods...carefree. Even the healthy stuff is making me crazy. I fantasize of just licking the food. So I am surrounded by a bunch of kids eating my favorite pizza and soda. I had to walk away.

I have my postop appt tomorrow. If he doesn't give me the clear for full liquids and soft foods, I am going to lose my damn mind. I am happy with the progress, but I am HANGRY! I am angry at the people indulging in front of me without a care in the world. I am hungry for actual food. I want to throw my sippy cup at the wall. Yes...sippy cup helped with the hydration better than trying not to gulp.

Please give me the strength. I am MISERABLE. I am uncomfortable and I just want to taste real foods! V8 fusion has been a turning point, but even that is beginning to piss me off. 

I hope for good news tomorrow...I just might snap lol

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