you just get to a certain point in life

May 31, 2011

 when the friends you've had since high school just aren't working anymore.

its hard to let go of these friendships but people grow apart. and sometimes its more painful to force things. i'm sick of the passive aggressiveness in every conversation. i'm sick of walking on eggshells. i'm sick of the fakeness. and frankly, if we never spoke again i wouldn't be upset. i'm just over it. you and i are at different stages in life. i feel like you judge and resent me because you work and i don't. because i'm married and you're not.  and i'm just sick of the drama. sick of your moodswings. sick of how disgustingly similar we are. makes me realize how difficult i am myself. i don't want someone reminding me of that constantly.

ugh i'm just over it. we have so little in common these days, we do different things, we have different schedules, different lifestyles, diff friends, we get annoyed at each other in every conversation. so whats the point of doing this anymore??

i'm married and going to start a family soon. and my little family will be my world. and i really don't care to have you in it.

but how do you say all that to your "best" friend since middle school? ugh....

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