still losing it!!!!!

Jun 24, 2010

i am so ecstatic to how things have really turned out so far.  i was close to my doctors office, so i decided to go by there and check on my appointment time and to weigh myself.  i got on the scale and it read 186.2 pounds.  that is soooo amazing.  i am about 36 pounds away from my goal weight, and i actually think i will reach it.  you know you hear soooo many stories and i know our own story is unique, but i wondered if i would actually reach my goal weight.  now that i see it in sight, it scares me, but in a good way.  never in my life had i thought i could weigh 150 pounds again.  i am enjoying the journey thus far.  havent had any setbacks, will see the doctor for my year post-op and hope my labs are good.  i am feeling good and looking good, feeling sexy, able to buy clothes in the normal sizes now.  when i go to plus size, the sizes are to big.  the next phase of my journey will be plastic surgery.  i am addressing it because i knew that i would have to have that done after i lost all the weight.  since it is considered cosmetic surgery, i will have to save up to have what i want done, but that is without a doubt what will be done.  i might look decent in clothes, but i want to look nice without my clothes on, too.  i know that is a person thing, but thats what this entire thing was about, a personal thing.  i will be posting again real soon, never know by time i post again, i might have reached my goal weight!!!!

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