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Surgery Scheduled March 9, 2015
Jan 18, 2015
Surgery is scheduled for March 9th at 10 am. I'm shocked to say I am not even excited. I thought I would be ecstatic. Maybe too far away. I dreading the 4 weeks of Proti-Diet food. I have to do that because my BMI is still over 50! uh. I am almost ready to stop reading the message boards because I see people struggle with this and that and then get some harsh comments. I hope I don't struggle ! I hope I can get enough protein in. I hope I don't have to ask any questions and need a new tailbone after. This is why I don't think I will tell many people before or after surgery because Who needs the ass chewing! sure didn't think I would feel that way! Overall I am doing well with the weightloss and exercise above what I thought I would be doing by now. I think I will do great with it all. Like most of my life I feel the need to keep everything to myself. I will succeed by myself.