annoyed

Oct 31, 2012

my husband has been on 12 hour shifts for the past 2 weeks(12am-12pm) and night shift (12am-8am) for the last 4 months. now he is on regular schedule 6am- 4pm yay!  anyway i didn't let his schedule stop me nor did my body from sleeping at normal times and such (it actually. fought me if i tried getting on his schedule lol) anyway this last week and a half my freaking body want to suddenly wants to get on his old 12 hour schedule!!!! i am not sleeping well!!! or really at all!! I'm sooooooo irritated and tired !!!!! i feel like taking a frying pan to my head so i can sleep.

also when my husband was working these schedules (not the new one) we have been sleeping on the couch (its a sectional, and i hate being in rooms other than a living room alone. i don't know why just it is what it is) and we have only had maybe an hour together everyday. and have not engaged in many *ahem* married activities (maybe once a month but either him or i are really tired when we see each other at sleeping crossroads). so we haven't been able to really have time together. anyhow  i need sleep especially since we're going on our first date in about 3 months. could sleep right now (7:30am) but i should probably stay up as late as possible so i can get back on some normality... sorry if this is not making since i been up for about 23 hours  now i must go and keep myself busy... or something...... i dont know i just want to be able to cuddle and sleep with my husband in our bed together. i miss it....

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