Day 11

Dec 12, 2013

I am doing well and feeling fine. Today I got to go outside the first time since I got home since we have been Iced in here in North TX, which is crazy.  We rarely get this much freezing weather.  This weekend it will be back up to 60 so I am going to take my first outside walk.  I have asked for an elliptical for Christmas and also got an indoor grill so that it will be easier for me to cook fish and stuff.  I am having some struggles mentally and fighting insomnia but I will overcome.  I will feel better this weekend when we put up the Christmas tree and get into the season.  My four year old thought we were not having Christmas since it we are running behind so I plan to make it grand for her. 

My husband's company is having a Christmas party... at a restaurant.  He says he did not invite me because of the food.  By then I can eat something so I did not quite get it.  I know his heart is in the right place but it makes me feel like one more time, I am fat so I am not being included.  I don't know.  Maybe it is just me being silly.  He did say he was taking the day off to go to my follow up doctor appointment with me so I know he does care and he has also taken great care of me since surgery.... I need therapy. 

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