I thought the emotional process started AFTER surgery..

Aug 30, 2011

I am in week 4 of classes (with 8 more to go) & this week it seems things are really starting to sink in. I am obsessed with looking at before and after pictures of women I see similar to myself weight wise and can't imagine myself any other way than I am now. I know I am going to lose weight, but will it be enough? Will I like myself after? Will I finally feel pretty? I have so many questions that no one can answer but me & that is the hard part. I've hit a mental wall and to be honest, it's a tad depressing. Thank god I have my mom & amazing husband to ask about surgery and share my worries with. Sigh..just typing my thoughts tonight..

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