This is sort of random...

Jan 26, 2010

...but I was thinking about this earlier. One big thing I'm excited for for after my surgery and weight loss is inventing my personal style and personality. I have always just had to take what I could get in the way of clothing, for one thing. I have to buy what will fit. When I lose weight and can shop anywhere, I can invent my whole style, and actually discover what I like and what I dislike.

But maybe bigger than that is my ability to recreate my inner personality. I know it'll take a lot of work, but I'm excited to stop constantly nagging myself about my weight in the acceptance of society. I will just be a normally sized person, and my weight will no longer define me. My grandparents will no longer nag me about being healthier, or finding a boyfriend. I'll be able to just be myself, and not the unhealthy, fat girl that people (and sometimes even I) perceive me to be. 

Sorry for the scattered, random post, but I'm just getting more and more excited about finally getting this show on the road. And it's nice to have a place to write about things where people will actually understand :)

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