tryin to figure it all out

Jan 31, 2011

I am sitting here working on planning for post operative care.  I looked as several supplement catalogs online, have tried some of the samples provided by the dietician at my class on the 27th.  My nerves have been so bad I chewed off all my acrylic nails yesterday and I am having headaches... wonder how much of that is due to the lack of diet Pepsi that I used to drink in excess.  I feel great that I have been able to break that habit and am very happy that I am making better choices.  I am nervous about the clear liquid phase.. but I know I will be successful.  I so wish I had my mom and daughter to talk to, even my sister would be some healp because she is a health nut and knows what keeps her SLIM. 
I thank God fro my friend Jules who is here and supportive of me and my decisions.  She is also going to take the time to work from my home office while I am in the first week of recovery so that I am not alone.  I am so thankful for her. 
I am afraid that Dale is going to not deal with my new healthy outlook and he is going to have a hard time with me being in better physical shape...  I just pray that it does not hurt our relationship.
Well enough negative energy... I am going to be exceptional and I am going to be HEALTHY and Fit... I want to enjoy life not one bite at a time but one breath in front of another...

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