Tyna S.
Fill #4
Apr 01, 2010
Went up to Great Falls yesterday for fill #4, I had .2 cc's put in. It's been almost a year since my last fill. I had to drive my mom to Helena so I figured it was good timing. This with some added exercise should help me lose the rest of my weight. We joined a gym but haven't gotten into a regular pattern of going yet. We'll see. I do enjoy "playing" at tennis with Kristyna. I have switched back to protien in my coffee and have seen the scale moving, so with the little boost in fill I should do well. I had noticed my habit of snacking at night starting to come back. It's not easy to always keep up the willpower. I realized I missed the feeling of eating dinner and feeling satisfied the rest of the night. That was my biggest clue that I need a little fill. My restriction is good but not perfect so I knew I would only need a little. The doc thinks I should be good for a very long time at this fill level. He has added a total of 3.9 cc's since surgery a year and a half ago.The doc's office did take updated pics while I was there and I got to see them. The change is remarkable. I still can't believe I was ever that big. How, oh how did I never see it? I'm so proud that I've lost over 100 pounds but now I hate answering the question about how much I've lost because it's embarassing to admit that I did have over 100 pounds to lose. And I was told I have a cute little bubble butt the other day, it just made me laugh :-)
I'm now in a solid size 10 pants. I'm not buying any more until I fit a size 8. That's kind of been my goal since the beginning....no more double digit pant sizes. My shirt size is a large but I wouldn't mind fitting into a medium. My weight goal is almost another 22 pounds. Hubby thinks I should only lose 10-15. We shall see. I'm happy now but not totally comfortable with myself yet. I think no matter what, I'll always in some ways, still feel like the fat girl. It's weird, but I do have skinny days and fat days...it's all a mind game isn't it?
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About Me
Billings, MT
Location
26.5
BMI
Surgery
09/29/2008
Surgery Date
Apr 08, 2008
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