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Jan 07, 2014

Another day down!  Woohoo.  Last night I wrote that my BFF wants to take me out this weekend.  I slept on it.  Thought all day about it.  And finally called her tonight to cancel.  I'm not up for going out.  I know me... I'll fuck up my progress and I'll drink.   She was very hurt - clearly she doesn't understands the magnitude of my situation.   She's been my BFF since we were 15 years old.  She knows 99% of my secrets or facts that no one else will ever know about.  But.... to this day, I have kept 1 secret from her.  I never told her I had Gastric Bypass.  I haven't told anyone except for my Mom, Brother and Antie.  Only 3 people know the real way I lost so much weight.  All she knows is that - I've been MIA for months and when we hung out a couple of weeks ago - we had a blast.  She misses me as much as I miss her.  FUCK.  I'm sooo ashamed of myself.   (sigh).  

Anyway - here's the meals for the day: 

Breakfast - handful of kale, spinach, parsley, mint, half a grapefruit, 1 large carrot, half a green apple, splash of lemon juice, apple cider vinegar, and 1 scoop of protein - blended.

Snack - 25 almonds

Lunch - grilled chicken and hot & sour soup from Panda Express.  (the soup was the bomb) - only 100 calories

Snack - 25 almonds, 1 walmart brand peanut butter protein bar

Dinner - 1/3 cup of beans and cheese from Taco Bell.  I blended more veggies and drank that. 

Snack - 1 walmart brand peanut butter protein bar.  (guuurrrss - I sure didn't need thiat. 

Today, still happy I had RNY in 2009.  
 

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