Hi Lynn. I read your post tonight and first of all, come on over we have plenty of room! Second, the things you are feeling are so normal! We all feel the same way. We are happy for all of our AMOS brothers and sisters, but we will be happier when they are happy for us!! Your turn will come. Remember you are never alone in this. There are 90,000 people on your side, watching your every move. Always there, lerking in the background! NOW, don't you feel better?! Seriously, sis...anytime you need us, send up a S.O.S. we're all in the same boat, and what a substantial boat it is! Love Ya!