Day After Thanksgiving - Pre Surgery

Nov 27, 2009

Thanksgiving.  What am I thankful for? My family, my friends, my furry babies. My ability to recognize that my body needs to change.  That I need to change it.  Yesterday as I was eating dinner it crossed my mind that this was my last thanksgiving where i would be able to stuff myself.  I wasn't sad, so to say, but there is a loss. A loss of the comfort that bad habits bring me. On the other hand, i can't wait until May when i get my surgery.  I am ready.  My back hurts all the time.  I am tired of taking pain medication.  When i sit on the floor it's hard to get up.  My clothes don't fit.  doesn't sound like comfort to me.  When i see these words in front of me, it's startling.  Sometimes the words staring at me are the best thing to see, to wake me up!

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