Amanda White

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WOW. I never get on here like I should.. 10 months out & I down 117 lbs !! I never thought I would even lose 100 lbs in my first year. Let me tell you I haven't been the 'best' girl either .. I am a HUGE sucker for lemonade & I reall need to stop drinking it. It's way too much sugar & not good for my teeth either... PROTEIN = NASTY ! .. I don't drink my protein , I can't find one drink / flavor that I like no matter what I do!!!! I need some serious help in that area- it all taste horrific & I just can't stand gagging when I sip on it b/c of flavor!

Anyways... the gym is another story... I joined the YMCA in January - went maybe 3x. I feel like I'm going into a night club rather than a gym ... I swear in this town it's just 'the cool' place to go .. you see everyone you know & they all look amazing. My insecurities are still eating me alive , though I get compliments & looks (good ones) on a daily basis - my sagging skin is killing my self esteem - which I know deep down working out will tighten some of it up... So I joined CURVES for Women (old lady central btw) ... I like it but no one my age goes & ........... see I'm just making excuses! 


I need some motivation badly - I need a friend in town that knows what I'm going thru - not someone that thinks they know... surrounded by those kind of people ...

Gotta run -

Weight loss is slowing down... 5  months  out .... lost 85 total!!

I'm so damn impatient.

Going to work n a few... can wait to see what the citizens calling 911 was have to say today... not so busy yesterday but come on... I'm 911 - I don't want to hear about neighbor mowing the grass & the shreddings on getting on your clean lawn !  The wind blows it away.... GET OVER PEOPLE ! 

Anyway.... family on it's way in to visit.... big weekend for General Granbury! EXCITED

I had my 3rd fill today.... easy stuff.... down 77 lbs but stuck... hopefully this 3rd fill will kick me into gear.... joined the gym but no motivation to go! COME ON SOMEBODY! ha ha

On Vacation for 2 weeks.... gonna take my dogs to the park A LOT! YAY!

I'm not much of a writer anymore... back to painting..... til next fill

Well my lap band is officially done... i'm in my depression / buyer's remorse stage... the pain is friggin incredible and it's sooo hard to breathe in... the hiccups are the worst.... i can't drink a lot b/c my stomach starts to hurt..... My surgery last 4 hrs... took two tanks of gas to keep my belly inflated for the tools to be able to work correctly... my dr says his hands still hurt.... mine was a rare case and that is why i'm in extra pain for this long.... today's halloween too... that is my FAVORITE holiday ever!!!!!!!!! And I can't even enjoy it.... sucks ass.... i'm gonna run now... been sitting for tooo long....

Well..... THIS is my 4th MONTH.... I go to the Nutritionist 9/11... scary... i need to lose 10 lbs by then..... which I think is NOT going to happen.... I'm having a super hard time with disciplining myself.... I gotta run.... that is all..

Hey everyone! My name is Amanda White....nice to meet all of ya... I am sooo new to all of this, in fact, this is my first month of the whole entire process... I am having the Lap Band procedure (one fine day!)

Ok, so about me:
I'm 21 yoa
I'm about 377 (lost 5 lbs this week after seeing nutritionist)0
I'm a past-smoker, no more - oh no more for me!
I'm in love with my best friend. :) = awesome support
I'm nervous as hell.
I'm excited as hell.
I want to be a mommy one day.
I answer 911 - that's right people - I'm the one your talking to when you are hurt, need help or on fire! lol
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I want:
 - to be able to sit in my car that I love w/out hitting the steering wheel
- to fit in a roller coaster with all my other 21 yo friends
- to have a baby that will be healthy & I won't be miserable along the wa
- to sit in a booth, not a table
- to have the lights on for a change :) hee hee
- to not have people stare
- to run with my body-builder brother
- to fit in a desk so I can finish my criminal justice  degree
- to shop in the juniors section
- to go upstairs and not wanna fall over b/c I'm so outta breath
- to find a neck under there? I know I had one...
- to not have incredible back pain/knee pain
- to walk the beach not lay on it
- to WEAR A BIKINI!!!!!
= TO CHANGE, TO LIVE, TO FEEL & LOOK LIKE MY MIND DOES! MY MIND IS SKINNY....BODY, NOT SO MUCH...