Is it because of my vanity?

Apr 21, 2011

I am three months out from my surgery now. I only have about 50 pounds to go for my goal weight!!! I am really happy with my progress. I haven't lost any weight for the last week or so, but its okay. It looks like that happens sometimes from reading the forums on here. So what's the problem then right?

My hair is falling out like crazy!!! I know that this pretty much happens to everyone. I know they say it grows back. Its not making me feel any better. My hair has always been my favorite thing about myself second to my boobs. LoL. It behaves every day, holds a style. A perm last for almost a year when I have had them. Its shiny and pretty. Not anymore. I have split ends and it looks dry. My husband asked me to stop wearing it down because hair is getting everywhere. I feel like I have cancer and that any day my head will be bear and I will be forced to resort to hats and handkerchiefs to cover it. Yes I know I am being dramatic. This is the first time I have questioned my choice. Every time I brush my hair I want to go eat.  I have been winning the fight against eating. I still feel like crying all the time. Is it my vanity? I suppose, but is hair such a bad thing to be vain about. I feel like a friend is dying.

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