atrociousamanda

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I now weigh 219, its only been about 2 weeks.

I am getting along okay, every soft food i go to eat, makes me feel like shit for about 15 minutes then im over it.
And im getting lots of exercise, going to the beach, lottss of walking :]


I couldnt be happier with my decision.

So my starting weight was 269, before surgery i got down to 255, and tonight i weighed 240!!! 29 pounds lost<3


oh and i ate some soup that i blended up, only like 3 baby spoonfuls..and i was STUFFED. this is amazing

3 days post op...omg.

It felt like i got hit by a mack truck, and the gas pain...fuck me.

whatever i will write more about it later, im still iffy on whether im excited or i just fucked up.
but thats just me being ghey.

So..my surgery is tommorrow morning at 11:30am.
ive never been so nervous for anything in my entire life. I just drank my magnesium citrate..YUCKY.
Ummm i dont really know how to explain how i feel, so im gunna go.
Wish me luck :]

March 19th at 9:30 in the morning..omg!

This is so unreal to me. seriously like 3 months ago..i was just thinking about surgery..and here i am about to have it.

i need a moment to breathe. And tell the whole planet.

So i called promed (my insurance company) this morning to check on my status...and they told me im APPROVED!!!
I was starting to think maybe they wouldnt approve me, i shouldnt have doubted anything!! i am so excited it isnt even funny, i have never felt like this before. They are going to call me later today and give me my surgery date, she said most likely the 22nd of march! ahhh

This is me at about 200 pounds



i like this picture lol

So i have been doing alot these past few days while i wait for my approval..omg its taking FOREVER!! haha not really i just cant wait. I started at 269 pounds, about 2 weeks ago and i weighed myself this morning and im 246, i cant believe it im doing amazingly well. I never realized i actually possessed WILL POWER hahaha. ANNDDD i havent smoked a ciggarette in 10 days!! i feel like superwoman almost lol, still need someone to walk with :]

So all my friends are lame, and dont want to be my walking buddies. and lazy.

If anyone lives close to me, lets get together and walk lol, i dont wanna go alone.

Especially this one, i'm just getting over the flu :[
and i didnt want to buy any new clothes because of my surgery lol.

So i woke up this morning and i weighed myself. Down 2 more pounds and i want a ciggarette so bad it isnt even funny.
Hopefully this feeling will eventually go away. It's depressing almost lol.

So yeah i get to be lame this valentines and sit at home alone.
at least i have OH :]