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My surgery is finally here yet I am freaking out !!! Why?? I have waited so so long for this day and the closer it gets the more afraid i am.  What if I fail? What if something goes wrong? I have laid my health at the feet of Jesus, and I am giving it to God to decide !! I am NOT going to let this fear rule me.  I rule it !!!  I am so ready for my NEW life to begin !! Look out world....Here I come !!!  

Yesterday 03/01/11  I had my last dietician appointment and my papers turned for approval and THANK YOU JESUS, I got a call this morning and I was APPROVED already !!! YAY !! I am so so blessed and releived.  My journey has been a long hard one with Diabetes Type 2 trying to destroy my life.  My sugars are so out of control no matter what I do, my kidneys are so overworked, my eyes now need glasses to see, my joints ache constantly, my liver is enlarged, my heart is screaming for some relief ....the list is endless, BUT May 10th, 2011 will be my day of rebirth !!! I am so excited to get another chance at life !! My children will get their mom back. I WILL get my life back !! I could go on and on but I think I will stop for now......I think tonight I will rest peacefully knowing that I AM GOING TO LIVE a full and happy life now !!!  Thank You Jesus !!