2 Weeks & So Many Emotions

May 09, 2014

Yesterday made 2 weeks since surgery and I have so many different emotions but the biggest is HAPPINESS! I'm very happy that I went through with the surgery and that there were no complications and that so far everything that has gone into my new tummy has stayed in my new tummy! I haven't needed to take the pain medication prescribed to me, bottle is still new and full! haven't had to take the nausea medication either! for all this I'm happy! I'm nervous though because I haven't experienced any tightness in chest because I'm full or any other bad symptom that comes along with eating to fast or eating big pieces so this makes me feel like the surgery isn't going to work for me! :( I guess I just have a lot of adjusting to do. I'm scared because of the hematoma I have. The nurse practitioner at my nutritionists office that I see at every visit told me since my first visit that it's a hematoma and it will go away on it's own. It's gone down a little but not completely and it's still pretty noticeable to me. What if it's not a hematoma? I'm scared of over eating and not losing weight and this surgery not working for me. Uuuugh!

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