Bee518
Its seems like its been forever...
Apr 21, 2010
Well its been like forever since I've posted and for more reasons than one... I have been having a really hard time with this weight loss even still...I am really struggling. I have loss 35lbs then gained like 10 lbs then loss 5 but for the most part been at a complete stand still for months... I have become very depressed at times and wondering was this all worth it... I have a hard time facing the fact that I made the biggest decision in my life and it has not gone the way I hoped it would. i am 10 months out and totally unsatisfied... I look for support but cant seem to find any... I look for answers but cant seem to find any... yet and still I will try to remain on course and hopefully somewhere the hopes I had for myself will one day be realized... I promised to posted the good the bad and the ugly...so here I am unleashed and uncut... I plan to post more often maybe it'll help me to release some of the anger I feel for going to such a drastic measure and now feeling defeated... :Lord please help me to conquer this everlasting fight... Blessings and Guidance!! Peace to the Most High!!
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About Me
ATLANTA, GA
Location
44.2
BMI
Surgery
06/17/2009
Surgery Date
Dec 31, 2008
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