Longest stall ever

Jul 06, 2010

  I have been in a stall for over a month. I know things will have to change at some point, but getting tired of it already. My hair is falling out and I am starting to wonder about wigs. Hot pink would be cute lol.
   I want to get down to at least 150. I know stalls are common and that almost everyone has them, but this one is lasting forever. I wanted to get to my goal weight by 6-7 months, but it is not going to happen after a 5 week stall in the 4-5th month. Don't get me wrong, I like being a size 10, I do. I just know I would really like being a smaller size!  I think part of it is I am not as active as I was before I got sick. I need to start walking and working out again. Also I have not been doing as well on my water since being up here in Washington. I need to just focus on getting in my water and trying to get in some exercise, between going to school, studying, seeing all my friends, doing things for my Mother, and hanging out with my kids. Somehow I will find some time, maybe.
  I have been rebuilding the Vulcan I bought too. She had water in the gas and dirty carbs, almost have her back together again. Today I am just taking it easy and studying. I had a really busy weekend and trying to recover. I still get tired pretty easy. Still pretty anemic. 
  The weather up here has been cold and miserable, I had to wear a down coat for the forth of July! Today is suppose to be nice this afternoon, perfect riding weather and I will be in class! Oh well, hopefully it will be nice this weekend so I can ride.  I am going to ride down to visit some other OH members this weekend. I am looking forward to meeting them in person.
  I am happy to be alive and should not be bitching. I almost died a little over a month ago, sometimes I forget that. Funny huh? How you can forget something like that? People do not think on things like that and can let it slip from their active mind? I guess it is like childbirth, you do not dwell on the pain and misery of it after it is over. I just rail at the weakness and lethargy that is the legacy of the illness.
 

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