Wiggn' out again

Feb 16, 2010

So my Dr. appt is looming I am afraid I am going to have a freaking panic attack at the office. It wouldn't be the first time I had one but seriously! This is stupid...I am scared (a good reason to be scared) but this would be my 9th surgery! I know I'll wake up, my heart knows I'll wake up, but bits and pieces of my head are like HELL NO WOMAN REMEMBER LAST TIME!?! GET YOUR BOOTY OUTTA HERE! If I don't have the surgery I won't live as long as I would if I did have the surgery. Why can't I just go in and just get the meds and just do it. It's like I am split in half and wrestling with eachother! It sucks...GRR!!

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