FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aug 09, 2010

Last Saturday when I got on the scale that sucker finally welcomed me into ONEDERLAND. I now weigh 198lbs. But the thing is, I'm not even all that happy about it! I should have BEEN here! Like months ago! Just think, if I had lost weight like I should have I would be at my goal or close. But I am proud of what I've accomplished so far. I'm hoping since I lost weight soooooo slooooow, I'll be less likely to gain it all back. Currently I wear a size 14 or large. I love wearing my heels! I can finally keep them on all day. I had many boxes of heels in my closet that hardly ever or never been worn because they were so uncomfortable. So I can go "shopping" in my closet. I really can't go shopping for real because money has been so tight for me lately. I've managed to buy myself a few things, but most of my clothes are ill fitting because I still wear a lot of my old stuff. My friends were too happy to receive my Baby Phat and Apple Bottom jeans that I no longer could wear. As soon as I can, Mama's getting a whole new wardrobe!  As far as my "love" life, I've just stopped looking. I'm tired and got too many other things I can focus on. So, all in all, I'm still pushing forward. It's an uphill battle, but I'm getting there!  God Bless!

Cali

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