Hi.  My name is Callae and I'm a divorced mother of 4.  I live in Winder, GA.  I'm currently trying to find a surgeon to do gastric bypass for me.  I really dont know how much I weigh because I cant find a scale that will go above 300, but when I had my 4th child I weighed around 380 or so.  I'm sure I weight that or more now..The reason for me getting the bypass done is my back is killing me.  Being fat is killing me.  I dont have energy to do anything anymore....I HAVE 4 KIDS!!!! They need a mom to play with them to take them places and I cant even stand up and do my dishes I have to sit because my back hurts so bad my legs will give way if I stand to long.  I feel so pathetic..

 I'm not currently working, my boyfriend is but I physically can not.  So if I do get the bypass I will have to pay for the sugery myself and I will.  I refuse to live in this body any longer.  I'm a good person and dont deserve this, I realize I did it to myself.  But I want to change, I want better for me and my children...I want to be the mom that can walk around the mall without sweating to death and resting at every bench.  I want to take my little ones outside to the park and play with them, instead of watching from the car cuz its too far to walk.  I want to clean my house standing up not in a chair, and not put off my chores because I'm too lazy to do them. I miss doctors appointments and put off going to the store because I'm too tired to go.  I wake up tired and drag all day long. I have no health insurance so I cant go see if anythings wrong, but I've been overweight all my life and nothing was wrong when I was younger.  I have asthma from being overweight thats about it.. Lately I feel like something may be wrong because I'm always hot and sweat alot, especially if I'm up and walking I get really hot..

I desperately need a gastric bypass........bottom line......

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