Callmesunshine
The beginning
Jun 10, 2011
So I don't have any recent pictures, I run from the cameras. I don't have any wise words. I don't have much right now, but I do have a surgery date, that is not set in stone - July 20, 2011. That's as long as the insurance company approves me. I've already been through this battle once before.....DENIED! That was back in October, 2010. No BCN psychiatrist, they told me. No proof of 6 months of weightloss attempts....only 5 months and 3 weeks. Are you kidding me? Jump through this hoop, jump through that hoop, maybe you won't jump through any hoops anymore and give up? I don't know. It's ridiculous, BCN approver dr.....did you not read the list of diets I've tried in the past? PLUS, I did have 6 months, I know I did...HAP paid my Weight Watchers and it was 6 - yes - SIX months. You are screwing with my life, now, BCN approver dr. This wasn't my first rodeo, or even my first diet. This wasn't even my second diet...did you look at the LIST? The LIST even shocked me. But that's how we are, we are lifer dieters. I don't want to be a lifer anymore. I want a life.So, I've gained weight since October. No, I wasn't trying to up my BMI. Damn, depression. Damn, hoops! Damn, BCN approver dr. Damn, psychiatrist who took three months to get me my actual psychological. I'm not happy about this weight gain, it's making my life miserable right now. My knees and back are killing me. I get exhausted walking up and down the stairs. I feel tired all the time. You know how I feel, you've been there too, if your not still there.
So I'm not getting my hopes up on my July 20th surgery because I'm not that kind of girl....excitable! However, I do have my fingers crossed.
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About Me
Canton, MI
Location
32.8
BMI
Surgery
07/20/2011
Surgery Date
Jun 10, 2011
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