catijoefarm
A bit of a struggle...
Jun 18, 2014
So, I'm going to see my surgeon on July 17 for my pre-op stuff. He told me two months ago that by the time my surgery rolls around I should lose between 15-20 pounds. He has a very good reason for this, my liver will be smaller and it will make the surgery easier. I understand this...why can't I stick to the eating plan he gave me to follow?? It's not that freaking hard. I am still at the same weight I was when I first saw him - 312.5 pounds. I eat when stressed and life has been anything but easy these past few months (issues with our son who is autistic). I KNOW I shouldn't eat that candy bar, I can hear the voice in my head telling me to put it back, but I still do it. Jeez! Has anyone else had this issue?
I have been going to the gym to work out with weights and I have started walking again. I know what I need to do, I just don't follow through. Ugh!