2 years this August

Jul 01, 2013

I cant believe its almost been a year since ive posted anything! Im so sorry. :)  Well since the last post, I dated a few jerks! LOL Had my heart broke, and now an amazing man has found me! We are taking things slow, been dating him for about 5 months :) SUPER HAPPY. Also Super scared of my skin issues. ugh. If only I could accept the way I look now, id be great. I still see the fat girl in the mirror. I suppose time will make that go away. I am really working on self acceptance. its a really hard thing to do when you are so used to being so critical of yourself. But slowly im getting there! yaaay.lol I saw my first plastic surgeon last month about getting my arms done..... i laughed when they told me it would be $8,000 just to do my arms. Plastics are very expensive..ugh. Now if only I could find a job i might have a chance at getting that done! owell. I hope you are all doin well on your journey :) Keep your heads up, and try not to get discouraged! i know i was discouraged alot!! The surgery does work if you let it and follow YOUR doctors plan :) Have a great day everyone!!!

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