Just when I think it's all ok

Apr 18, 2011

 Life smacks me in the head...I am still suffering from my chest thing... All the coughing has done something to my incisions cause they hurt like a B&^%*. SO I have been hanging low not doing much and poor hubby and the kids have had to pick up the slack. Which I feel horrid about. Thats my job I am the mom for petes sake ya know. Well yesterday hubby and I got into it over the computer of all things. Hubby was playing a game and I asked if he had given our son his meds that he is on and he said no I am busy. I have a short fuse when it comes to his meds so I smarted off with I forgot your toy/game is more important then Aidens meds...He flipped out. We started yelling..at one point he looked at me and said "Don't I do enough around here, I have fed the kids done dishes , clothes, cleaned the floors etc...I looked at him and said so how does it feel to be me? then I walked away and bawled for a couple hours. I know I am asking alot of him and the kids I know this but I cant do what I did I just cant right now...We made up kinda at least we are now talking. When I came down this morning (spent the whole day upstairs) the whole first floor had been scrubbed kitchen was spotless all of it. I know it's his way of saying sorry and he called this morning during his break to check and make sure I am feeling ok....This was a bump in the road a huge one but one we will get over together hopefully it is our last one.

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