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Well OH I know I haven't updated my page in a minute (so sorry ), but fam here I am again still standing and moving forward.  I have lost a total of 175 pounds on my own and still losing.  i still have not reached my goal yet as the weight loss has slowed a bit but I am slowly but surely getting there.  i will continue to post pics when I have the time and continue to keep everyone posted.  Did I mention my weight loss was purely natural?!  No surgery for me at all!  I am so proud of myself (pats self on back, gives a pound....lol!).  Again thanks everyone for your comments and support.  You have no idea how inspiring you all are and how we can be to each other.  For those of you who have nothing but negativity to spread I want to thank you as well for your insight ....keep motivating me!!  Smooches!!

Dee

Hey OH,
I have been away for a minute but I wanted to post today that I am stronger than ever!!  I did not have the surgery after all this time and tests, appts, money spent, etc.  I was supposed to have my surgery on 02/01/11 after December 2010 drama.  I get a call from my surgeon's office coordinator on the 27th of Jan 2011 saying I needed to pay a co-pay of $2,500 dollars or I was going to have to reschedule my surgery yet again!!!  I went off!!  I told her I couldn't believe that she would call me what...4 day prior to my surgery and demand such a large amount?!!  I was livid and again became discouraged.  That call ended with me rescheduling for 02/04/11 and me stressing trying to get the money up.  Well by the third I weighed my options.  By this on my own I had lost 70lbs.  That was 30lbs more than my doctor required of me to lose initially.  And to add I got an anonymous call from my aunt who said she dreamed I called her and told I was not coming back from the hospital and I needed her to raise my kids.  That hit home to me and I just made the decision to continue my weight loss on my own.  I contacted the office and told them to take me off the schedule for surgery and that I no longer wanted to have it.  Do you know this girl had the audacity to say "OK, well if you want to cancel now, when you come back there will be an additional fee to start up again"!  I bit my tongue and told her never to worry cause I won't be back.  I prayed about it and let go.  I am going strong on my weight loss journey down 80lbs now!!  I wish the best for any and all who get the surgery, I just don't think it was right for me.  Thank you all for your posts, messages and friend requests good and bad,  I think we all will do well with much support and positive influences.  I have met some very good ppl here that gave encouragement along the way and then some!!  I still plan to continue here on OH.  Feel free to check out my pics as I post in the post op photos!!  I am taking my seat on the loser's bench like it or not!!!  Love you all,
Miss Dee

Hey OH fam,
As you can guess by now I did not have my surgery on 12/27/2010.  Due to my not having my pre op EGD done as scheduled.  I have rescheduled my EGD for 1/25/2011.  I have my pre op appt the following day 1/26/2011.  If all goes well I am scheduled to have my surgery on 2/01/2011.  On a lighter note I have continued with my self wt loss.  I am now down to 345lbs!!!  Keep me in your prayers OH.

Hey OH fam,
So sorry for the delay but here is the verdict  First I had to reschedule my previous appt of 12/03 due to personal reasons.  I rescheduled for yesterday 12/06/2010 @ 2:15pm.  made it to my appt super early because I was sooo excited.  i was a little leery about my weight because my sister's home scale proved to be inaccurate.  When I got on the scale before I left for the appt her scale said I was at 380lbs!  Not good....I went to the appt because I had a great feeling anyways!!  Well finally got in to see the Dr.  Stepped on the scale and....drum roll please!.....371lbs!!!  I was so happy and relieved to see that number!!  And not to mention darn too-tin' proud of myself!!!  Had my talk with the doc and I am now rescheduled for 12/27/2010!!!  I was elated to hear that!!  Now the ugly stuff..... I have to have an EGD because it wasn't done prior to approval from insurance.  So the doc wants to have it done.  I have to pay on my deductible $868.00 before the insurance will even look at a claim for it.  I was scheduled for tomorrow to have it done but they brought up how much it would cost me out of pocket and I had to reschedule.  I am scheduled to have the EGD now on 12/22/2010 and then have to weigh in at the doc office again on 12/23/2010.  He has put me on a strict hardcore liquid diet cold turkey!!  He wants me to have lost another 15 to 20lbs by the 23rd.  There are a few hurdles ahead of me before I actually have the surgery, definitely discouraging!  I am trying to remain as positive as possible about them!  Continue praying OH fam....someone has been listening!!  Thank you all for your comments and kind words!  I really do appreciate them.  I will keep you guys updated.  Until next time......

Hey OB fam.  I got a call from my surgeon's office two days ago to come in to talk with the Dr. about m weight loss and to finally schedule my surgery!.  I gota reminder yesterday about my appointment and today is the day Thursday 12/02/2010 that I go in at 3pm to talk to him and get my new surgery date!!  I am nervous but I am very ready to get this done.   Pray for me OB fam!  I will update you later on the visit!  Until then.......

I went this past Monday to weigh in at my surgeons office and hopefully reschedule my surgery.  I did go and weigh in but was 3lbs from surgeons desired wt loss goal for me and due to the holiday there wasn't the appropriate staff availabel to get my surgery date back.  So I plan to contact the office this coming Monday in hopes to speak to the correct person to hopefully get a new surgery date.  The weight I have lost has been on my own and I am damn proud of it!!  LOL!! I worked sooooo hard!!  I rewarded myself with whatever I wanted on Thanksgiving in moderation of course.  I weighed myself today and have gained another 2 lbs sooo gonna get back on it ASAP and actually reach my goal if not under it.  Wish me luck!!  

HEY THERE OH FAM,
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I FINALLY MADE MY NEXT WEIGH IN APPT W/DR BONNOR.  MY WEIGHT REMAINED THE SAME AT 383 LBS!  WHEN SPEAKING WITH THE DOCTOR HE DECIDED TO AWARD ME FOR MY SELF HELP TO ONLY LOSE 30LBS INSTEAD OF 40LBS BEFORE HE WILL RESCHEDULE MY SURGERY DATE!  I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT AND DARN PROUD OF MYSELF!!  SO WHEN I HIT THE 370 MARK I NEED TO CALL IN TO THE OFFICE AND SCHEDULE ANOTHER WEIGH IN APPT SO THAT I CAN BE BACK ON MY WAY!!!  KEEP PRAYING FOR ME OH. 

Hi OH fam,
just wanted to update you guys on my personal wt loss.  I had cancelled my previously scheduled weigh in date d/t excessive swelling and bloating I was experiencing (hint, hint).  I wanted to wait until after all that was over to get a true weight.  So I rescheduled it for the 16th of this month.  I suddenly came down with flu like symptoms and went to see my primary for treatment.  I found out it was not the flu and also that I had lost more weight.  New weight 383 lbs.!!!  I am on my way.  Also, today I am a little bummed because my origional scheduled date was for today 10/08/2010.  I do see the light at the end of the tunnel and will just have to wait and continue to lose weight.  Feel free to comment.  Thanks for listening guys!! 

HELLO OH,
I HAVE BEEN DIETING AND HAVE INCORPORATED A LIGHT AND EASY EXERCISE REGIMEN AND HAD MY FIRST WEIGH IN WITH DR BONNOR.  I LOST 11 LBS OF THE 40LBS HE RECOMMENT ME LOSE PRIOR TO SURGERY IN LESS THAN A MONTH (SINCE 8/07) AND I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF!!!  i AM SOOO FOCUSED RIGHT NOW AND PLAN TO STAY FOCUSED TO GET TO THE SMALL BUT DEFINATE GOAL OF 40 LBS LOST SO THAT DR BONNOR WILL FEEL MORE CONFIDENT IN GIVING ME A TOOL THAT I AM EXPECTED TO TAKE CARE OF.  KEEP PRAYING FOR ME OH......GOD IS DEFINATELY LISTENING.....THANK YOU....UNTIL NEXT TIME OH......

Hello OH,
I haven't posted in a minute here but here is a quick update about what is going on in my WLS journey, I hope this can bring you up to speed.  All comments, questions, concerns are welcome.  Here we go.....
 Last week I went to go see my Primary care physician and learned I had gained more weight.  After that appointment, I went on with the rest of my day and thinking of a plan to lose some weight before WLS.  I make it to work that afternoon to get a call from Dr. Bonnor's office WLS program coordinator with the bad news of Dr. Bonnor spoke to my Primary after my visit with them and with the information she provided to him he made the decision to cancel my surgery date!!  Needless to say I was disappointed, hurt, sad, upset, angry, etc.  I was given the opportunity to see him the next day in his office to further discuss his decision.  I went to go see Dr. Bonnor as planned.  He explained his decision stating that since I have started their program for WLS I had gained 40lbs!!  He said that he would not safely be able to do my surgery with such a weight gain.  He said the object of his program was to have me begin to lose weight prior to surgery to be ready for the lifestyle change.  Not wait 2 weeks prior to surgery to do anything about weight loss.  I totally missed the concept of the program amd was so dissappointed in myself.  I felt at a loss but in all honesty I did it to myself!  I left his office with a new attitude and new focus to change myself mentally and physically.  I was no longer mad or anything like that just became determined.  Since his office visit, I have drastically cut back on my calorie intake (it was making me feel sick to eat like that anyway) .  I still have the fast food but I know to order less than half of what I used to eat....if I was going to have that or better yet, order what they usually dont put on the menu...like the side salads, fruit cups, etc.  It helps me with the urge to buy at those places.  I was non ompliant with my prescrition meds and have gotten back on track with that as well.   I sought help from a BH counselor, just to be able to talk to someone with an unbiased opinion about what is going on with me has been proven therapeutic as well.  The only thing left now is to incorporate more exercise for myself.  I plan to start walking very soon, I want to purchase exercise equipment of my own versus joining a gym.  Still contemplating that.  In the meantime, I plan to walk the parking garage at my job as a form or daily exercise and off days walk at the mall or a park with the kids  .  I have prayed, and pep talked myself and I am taking one day at a time......pray for me OH!  Take care until next time.
Dee