A year ago, thought this day would never come!

May 17, 2011

 Well today is the day before I go under the knife. Am I having second thoughts "YES", do I still want this badly, "YES", am I nervous "HELL YES" but not as nervous as I am ready.

I am on the verge of tears right now with all the emotions flowing through me. So tomorrow I go in. The thoughts in my head right now
* WHAT IF THEY FIND A REASON FOR ME NOT TO HAVE IT DONE(LAST MIN)
*WHAT IF I REGRET GETTING IT DONE
*WHAT IF I DON'T WAKE UP FROM IT
*WHAT IF I LOSE TOO MUCH WEIGHT
****************WHAT IF, WHAT IF, WHAT IF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So today I am waiting to hear from the nurse to tell me what time to arrive, also I have to drop off my prescription for the medicine I'll need when i"m discharged. 

Thought even the day before would never come. So here I am, a year after I asked for a referral to look into weight loss surgery. Up till now, it has only been talked and dreamed about. Today it is my reality. 

I will keep you all posted! I can't wait to post new pictures of myself. 

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