THINGS LOOKING UP

Sep 16, 2009

WELL I WENT TO THE DOCTOR  YESTERDAY. EVERYTHING WENT WELL  IM @ 265LBS  NOW THATS GOOD. I WAS 307 DAY OF MY SURGERY SO THATS 42LBS N A MONTH I LOST!  ITS HARD EVERYDAY FOR ME . I DO THANK GOD THAT I HAVNT THROW UP ANYTHING. THE DRINKING THING IS HARD FOR ME, I LIKE TO DRINK WHILE I EAT. WAITING 30 MINS I HATE.  I SCARE I DONT EAT ENOUGH N I DONT DRINK ENOUGH EITHER. I HATE PAIN SO IF I BITE SOMETHING N I FEEL FUNNY I WANT EAT ALL DAY.  LIKE N THE MORNING THATS WHEN STOMACH HURTS N I HAVNT ATE NOTHING. SO ILL WAIT AWHILE B4 I EAT SOMETHING OR DRINK  ANYTHING.  WELL I MADE THIS CHOICE SO I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT I CANT GO BACK.

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