gods_babii
Heya,
Most of my friends call me Babii (Baby) because I look so young, or Lyriqk'l (lyrical) because I love words...U can call me either. As much as I write, I have no idea what will end up here on this blank canvas, but I will push onward.
I am 30 years old, newly divorced with no children. I am a very laid back, love-to-laugh kinda woman with a lot ahead of me. I am an entrepreneur, I make gel candles, bath & body products, do graphic design (logos, t-shirts...etc), and I also am in a start-up to create accessories for SSBBW's (Super Sized BBWs, over size 26-28 for those that don't know) and these things are just the tip of the iceberg. I will be a published author soon and I look forward to it. I also sing and rap gospel and love to teach and spend time with children, young adults, and young women trying to find their way in particular.
I have never had the experience of being a small chic, always upwards of size 14...I beat up kids who made fun of me ...was always an overachiever. In retrospect, it was to gain the acceptance and pats on the back that every child longs for. I am the youngest of three so I am extremely spoiled and !!!YES!!! I want what I want, and most times I get it.
I was an obese child and grew to be an obese adult with southern parents who are obese with poor eating habits. Snickers is not a meal! We had Pepsi in our bottles and any type of food indulgence u can think of.
As a result, me the intelligent, funny, bubbly chic (also chronically depressed and grieving) was at a whopping 325 lbs at 18...but because I hold my weight well, no one could tell, and frankly, no one that could help really cared...
I would go to the dr with breathing problems, only to be treated like I have leprosy...now 12 years later, having tried every diet, every method, I am starting a new life...after a 5 year separation, I have divorced as of 10/16/07 my childhood sweety, and this surgery is one of the next steps to gaining my life back...
During the separation I am at a high of 524 lbs...yes 524 and 5 foot 5...yeah the pics are current, and I have no idea where all that weight is either, but that's the reading. It's time to come off of the CPAP, the ZOLOFT, ALBUTEROL, COUMEDIN, the water pills, and the blood pressure pills because I am able to do something...all of these conditions surfaced between 11/06 and now...
so the reality is...I can die this way or fight this way... and I am the same lil girl, I FIGHT MY BATTLES...God Bless us all...U ARE SURELY IN MY PRAYERS.
