GSG1482
22 days later
May 23, 2007
The hardest thing right now is eating dinner with a family who can eat anything! Or having my sister hide when she wants to have a sweet snack. I just have to realize that in the end this is all for the better. Its really hard hiding this from my friends and workers.. My friend at work did this a year ago and everyone else always judges her! I could not live like that.. I have such support from my family but sometimes I wonder why I did this. I've been very emotional from tears to anger. I feel that each day I get a little bit better.
I've been sorta sad that I havent lost more than the 16lbs that first wk. Thank god for this board or I would have lost my mind 2 wks ago! Tomorrow I have to go to a wake, then the bypass support group. Im excited. I feel human again when Im around people who are going through what I am.
I've been sorta sad that I havent lost more than the 16lbs that first wk. Thank god for this board or I would have lost my mind 2 wks ago! Tomorrow I have to go to a wake, then the bypass support group. Im excited. I feel human again when Im around people who are going through what I am.
