gudny
16 months out :)
May 05, 2010
New Year's...
Dec 30, 2009
11 months out...
Nov 21, 2009
I am pissed the fuck off! How can it be that I am half the size I use to and now everyone notices me! I was half an elephant before and no one even saw me, but now... you can? and boys.. you can forget about me, don't even blink at me! Ya'll didin't give me a glance before so you think you can talk to me now? No! no my friend, you can not!
I am gona do the damn thing, I WILL be at goal and I will look better that all them dumb bitches who EVER put me down! I am gona do it for that poor girl or guy who someone is making fun of right now, I can't even explain how angry this makes me...
8 months out...
Sep 06, 2009
Minus 147 lbs since my highest weight,
Minus 118 lbs since day of surgery!
Today it has been almost 8 months out and I am down 118 lbs :) Very happy with those results! Lately I have been averaging on loosing 10 lbs a month. This is as much as I will update for today but I will write more in the next few days! :)
4 and a half months out...
May 27, 2009
I am now about 4 and a half months out and i'm down 81 lbs! since the past three weeks i've platoed! i haven't realy lost much weight and its very frustrating. I mean i'm thrilled i've lost this much but my goal was to have lost 100 lbs at the 6 month mark, and i'm getting worried that i won't :( Silly of me i know but I just really am set on this goal. I am also always hungry and I don't know why. I feel like I am always eating, I do watch what i eat though. What my meals are mainly consisting of are fruits, protein shakes, little bit of cheese for calcium.. umm.. yogurt, but only the low sugar and low fat ones.. WOof, this is just getting exhausting! My whole life revolves around, when did i eat, what and how much. And what is driving me carzy is that i feel like i can eat A LOT in comparision i had roux-en-y just a few months ago... and the worst is that I am out of the country for the next few months so i do'nt have my support group to talk to! if anyone could give me feedback i'de apprecite it!
I need to update.. haven't in a while
May 12, 2009
Well, its now exactly four months! and down approximately 80 lbs! I am so happy and so thrilled with my resaults and I can't wait til the end of the summer :) I am exctatic! Its funny though because I keep wanting attention, i'm attention whore now and I love it! I just want approval from others that I look good. And i guess i'm getting it, but anywho my exact weight today is 257 lbs! a lot better then 370! :) happy happy happy!
update update!
Feb 18, 2009
I'm sad today...
May 01, 2008
wishing and hoping!
Apr 30, 2008
My reason for deciding on this surgery is because my quality of life is not what i want it to be. I hate not being able to be mobile and being able to enjoy being as young as I am. Do to my medical conditions that obesity has caused me I do not see any other alternative to get me where I'de like to be. Well, I will keep you posted on my process through this journey :)