heatherirene19
Moving Forward
Mar 25, 2010
I have a checklist of things I need to do before my surgery April 26th. I find myself fortunate to have such wonderful insurance that I do not need to jump through the hoops that most people do. Last night was my sleep study. What a joke, I am certain they have no idea if I have sleep apnea because I could not get comfortable with all those wires in my head. Thank God I brought my own pillow or it would have been a total disaster.Today I go back to my primary care, who I love, but hate the people that run his office. I saw him in december and in order for him to do his one part of the job whcih is to write my letter of all things tried and failed over the last two years, they are making me see him again. Oh well, at least we laugh about crap and its not a bad time.
I switched rheumatologists and see my new one on monday, I hope that is a good meeting. The last one could not or would not put an exact name on what I have, Undifferentiated COnnective tissue disorder/lupus/ etc but he did tell me that I could no longer work in a job that kept me on my feet, and i was soooo close to finishing my nursing degree. I am hoping that with the VSG and less weight on my bones, whatever this mystery illness is will go away. Then I will finish nursing school and be a happy girl.
I want to be thin so bad I can literally taste it. This has been a very long crazy journey and has not followed the roads that I thought it would.
My perfect, perky silicone replacement breasts want to be the center of attention, and I believe they should be, and I can't wait for that to be fact. Giving up so much at my age was hard, but not nearly as hard as having to put on size 20 pants every day when I go to work.
Tomorrow is my 3 hour nutrition class and I am very interested to hear the rest of the process as to what I will be putting in my new tiny stomach.
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About Me
Sykesville, MD
Location
25.1
BMI
Surgery
04/26/2010
Surgery Date
Feb 24, 2010
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