heavenboundiwillbe

Reaching One Of My Goals

Feb 09, 2009

Today I reached one of my goals. I am now in the 200's. I weighed in at 299.8 this morning. It's kinda bitter sweet. Even though I am elated to have lost the almost 70 lbs., I am also still wishing quite often that I hadn't had this done. I have had nothing but problems from the get-go. Everyone says it will get better, but as time goes on, it seems I get sicker. I have had issues with the shakes from the beginning. The Vitamins make me sick as well. I am living on about 4 foods. I did introduce salad with cheese today and so far so good. I have been through pneumonia, severe dehydration, Potassium dropping to a dangerous low of -1, my Vit D is really low as well. I have puked, wanted to puke and have had to force myself to puke, due to food feeling like it is stuck. I can't do meat at all, makes me sick and also sticks in my throat and chest, it feels like. I am working on my 3rd month out and nothing seems to be getting better. If I were told I could go back to the day before my surgery and have the choice again, at this point, I probably would not have it. I feel sicker and unhealthier now, than I did before the surgery. This is not what I thought I was signing up for.....

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shelbyville, IN
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42.9
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12/03/2008
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Jan 10, 2006
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