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     I'm try no to neglect obesityhelp, since everyone on here has been such a big help to me I want to be able to help others. For the past few months I have been battling with depression, but in my life it's nothing new, I have been battling it with it since elementary school. My whole family has it. Good news though!!! I turn 21 in three days and I'm going camping for my birthday with some friends:)
     I had my gall bladder taken out on May 4th:( It sucked, but whatever. I am finally under 200 pounds, my lowest was 190, not going to stay under 200 for long if I don't get off my lazy ass. I have gotten back into old habits...chcolate, sleeping alot, not caring about what I eat, not going to the gym. I know im a bad girl!! 

     I was suppose to get my extra skin removed in August but had problems finacing, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed for next year:P I';m learning to love myself, extra skin and all, but I'm still getting it removed...NO MATTER WHAT...even if i have to rob a bank lol!!!

          SOooooooooooooo where to begin, i havent blogged in a long time. Right before thanksgiving my weight loss stopped and i was stuck at 215 FOREVER!!!! Finally after struggling with not losing any weight i went and got a fill at the end of January and i dropped 10 pounds in one week. The lowest i have been so far is 200 but as of today im back up to 202 ughhhhh. Im again hungry but im trying to lose another 10 pounds before going to get my next fill.
       My biggest problem any more isnt the weight....nope....its the skin. Im so upset about the skin, i cry myself to sleep at night just thinking about it. I bought one of those slimmers you see on tv that look like a tank top. It works really well and i feel amazing when i wear it!!! It soooo worth the money.
       Im going to start looking for plastic surgeons around my area. I need a lower body lift, breast lift and arm lift. Its going to cost a pretty penny but it will be worth it. Im hoping to lose another 50 pounds before then....ugh.
      Oh P.S. i starting running...well trying to run:P

So the person that said this wasn't a magic bullet was sooooooo right. I was suppose to have a fill the week before thanksgiving. Do to the fact that i had only lost ten pounds since my previous fill i decided not to get it. Since then i have been struggling to not eat sweets. It started off as just eating to much after i home from work, then i started eating sweets, then i started bingeing on weekends. I have eaten everything from christmas cookies, to reeses, pies, cinnamon rolls. I did have a ton of will power but it has seem to have disappered. I called my doctor, and have an appointment on the 29th hopefully i get a fill. Im so depressed with myself. I need some serious mental help. I havent gained any real weight, just gone back and forth 3 pounds. HELP!!!!

So to add to my already perfect day, some really cute boy stop by the house today. He was selling magazines to help fund his trip to London for college. I told him how much I have always wanted to go to London and he said you should come to London with me and be my dance partner. I know he was prob just saying that to sell the magazines but it felt pretty good to be flirted with. Im walking oncloud nine right now.

So yesturday I went to my doctor in order to pick up more of the unflavored protien I use. My nutrionist asked how I was doing and I told her I was embrassed to be there because since the weight loss surgery I have only lost 3 pounds. We started talking about what I could do to lose more weight when she stopped to ask me if I had, had my first fill yet. She laughed when I told her no and said that I haven't lost any weight because there is no ristriction on the band....whew...soooooo relieved.

Today at the gym I was like a little Energizer Bunny I just kept going and going and going. 50 mins on treadmill, 15 mins on eliptical, and 25 on the bike. Whoo hoo Im feeling alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I keep looking at other people's profiles and keep seeing that they have lost 30-50 pounds in the first three months after they had lap-band. I had my surgery on June 3rd and I haven't lost a pound since. My mom says it's because I lost over 60 pounds before the surgery, my brother says it's because I'm under so much stress that my body isn't letting me lose weight. Ethier way I'm angry.

   It's been a while since I posted. I had lap-band surgery on June 3rd. Before the surgery I lost 65 pounds. Since the surgery i have only lost 4 pounds. The weight is coming off a lot slower now. 
  About one week after my surgery my hunger came back and it hit me like a ton of bricks. Since then i have been craving sweets like it's nobodies business, even though I had completely given them up before surgery. Can't wait till my first fill

The title says it all, hopeing to get the lap-band, me and a friend will be doing this together, hopefully