16 days...

Oct 13, 2015

In 16 days the love of my life walks out of my life, and the lives of our children.  He has yet to sit down and talk with them man to man and tell them that he loves them or that he is sorry. 

He said I could go forward with my surgery and for support he would "figure it out."  GREAT.  He is moving one hour away and his girlfriend is moving in with him, so really do you think she is going to allow "HER" boyfriend to come care for his wife when she is handicapped and fresh home from surgery?  I ask him this but he can never answer any questions, just says he will figure it out.  Wonderful, I feel so safe.

I have no one else to help, and counting on him is making it hard to maintain weightloss and lose more.  I seem to be either eating next to nothing or feasting.  Its hard with this emotional rollercoaster to even know what to do next.

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