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I KNOW I'm crazy, but I'm putting it out there any - Emotional hangovers and gratitude.  Seems strange to post about these two things together, but that's where I am today. Last week I had these emotional highs and lows, real ups...

OT - But I love you guys here -- Emotional Hangove - Seems strange to post about these two things together, but that's where I am today. Last week I had these emotional highs and lows, real ups and downs. On Wednesday, I found ou...

Way OT - Lost a friend - I just found out today that my dear childhood friend passed away last month from breast cancer at the age of 51.  I just happened to mention her to my mother, then googled her, exp...

Way OT - Lost a friend - I just found out today that my dear childhood friend passed away last month from breast cancer at the age of 51.  I just happened to mention her to my mother, then googled her, exp...

I am having an awesome day! - I had a wonderful morning with Bill, then I went shopping with my daughters.  I knew my pants were getting big again, so I tried on some pants one size, then TWO SIZES smaller than...

Damn, I feel good today!!! - I had a wonderful morning with Bill, then I went shopping with my daughters.  I knew my pants were getting big again, so I tried on some pants one size, then TWO SIZES smaller than...

I forgot - I was in a "mood" last night, so I put on some porn and I was watching this girl on girl thing where one woman was using a pocket rocket and she came so hard she squirted!  I decid...

A speaking engagement - I had the opportunity to speak at an NA meeting last night.  While drugs have not been an issue in my life since the 1980's, my sponsor felt I was qualified to speak since alcohol ...

Weekly check in - Just letting you know that I am comfortable with my plan right now.  I don't always do it perfectly, but I'm always pretty close.  I continue to weigh and measure.  I'm continuing ...

sometimes I still feel tested - This morning one of my bosses yelled at me.  She lost her temper over something HER boss did, then took it out on me.  It really had nothing to do with me.  I felt hurt, angry, hum...

Still feel tested sometimes - This morning one of my bosses yelled at me.  She lost her temper over something HER boss did, then took it out on me.  It really had nothing to do with me.  I felt hurt, angry, hum...

Something to write -- putting an explicit note in - This is kind of out of the norm for me.  I love explicit talk in the bedroom, but have a hard time saying stuff myself.  I was just thinking about putting a note in his lunch bag. ...

My question for today... - What would you like to add to or change about your current sex life? I know I was really repressed sexually during my marriage.  Since losing 155 pounds, divorcing my husband an...

toy question - do you use or have you used toys with a partner?  can you tell me a little bit about how that works for you? how you introduced the idea?

Please contribute to my sex menu - Bill and I are planning a vacation in December in the Poconos.  I came up with this idea for a "menu" to offer him, where he can pick from appetizer, main course and dessert choice...

It works if you work it! Oh, yeah! - At my lowest weight after surgery, I wore size 14 pants.  After re-gaining, I wore size 18.  I felt comfortable there, but was not eating anything near the way I should, and had I ...

stomach to brain disconnect - As I continue to work a 12-step program to combat my compulsive nature, and as I revise my plan of eating to to address that and to follow nutrionist and surgeon advice, I find a s...

Brain - Stomach Disconnect - As I continue to work a 12-step program to combat my compulsive nature, and as I revise my plan of eating to to address that and to follow nutrionist and surgeon advice, I find a s...

Good Feelings - Wows - I have never forgotten, nor do I want to forget, where I came from.  On retreat this weekend they had a walk around the grounds at 6:30 a.m.  I was there to do it because I can.  5...

Sharing My Spiritual Journey - cross post - Sharing my spiritual journey with you:   From my journal:   I attended on OA retreat this past weekend and experienced great emotional healing and recovery there. It star...

Emotional Healing on Retreat and Possible Support - I attended on OA retreat this past weekend and experienced great emotional healing and recovery there. It started at the workshop on self-sabotage and fear of success. I know I sel...

prayer request - If you could please shoot up a prayer today for Greg's safe return home, I sure would appreciate it.  I am praying that his health is not affected by the flight; and that he has sa...

Prayer Request - If you could please shoot up a prayer today for Greg's safe return home, I sure would appreciate it.  I am praying that his health is not affected by the flight; and that he has sa...

my earthquake experience - My Version of the Earthquake.               I was sitting at my desk, working, on the 19th Floor in a Philadelphia office building when I felt my floor shaking. It felt like it...